Hello all, it has been so long. How are you all? Sorry if I haven't catch up with anything since.
Life is meh. Everything in this world seems to go downhill or downright horrible. I feel restless just by thinking about those and I don't know where to go. I don't know what to do with life. Sooner or later I will have to graduate and will have to look for a real job. I'm really anxious about the former, and even more about the latter. I'm not a visionary nor a positive person, I don't think I can't do it.
I'm joining my first botanical research group. And I realized I don't really feel like a science-scientist person, I just happen to be pretty good at Biology. I have a tinge of regret, why didn't I choose another major like Psychology, English Literature, Art and Design (my family don't like me doing art, and it's useless degree they say), or even Philosophy (LOL my family won't allow me, they're afraid I'd be mind-fucked crazy which I already is). But I reassure myself, I actually have good time, pretty good grades, and good understanding being in Biology major and it is too late to turn back. Every majors has their own difficulties and I can do everything if I'm less lazy and more resilient.
I lately have been more active in campus-related works, being designer for my department student organization and events. It is unpaid (duh) but I still feel this is an opportunity and a way to train myself, because who knows what job I will end up doing. Things then will end up in my portofolio.
New academic year has started and now is a busy semester. I have 5 practicums a week which I have to make reports for each in a week. I hope I can keep my grades.
About my artistic adventure (bleh) here. I only managed to make small amount of artworks and maybe will go uploading old stuffs. Well, people here also seems to be no longer active or disappearing like some sort of magic trick. I have slowly lost track on who is who (sorry), and the layout of the app make me harder to keep up with people.
I am currently working more for my project called Karana. It's in literature medium which is suitable for you who like to read walls of boring texts. For details you can read it here:
Feedbacks are much appreciated because my literary skill has become shit and I don't understand English in literature (other than scientific one, and it's partially). I am still working on editing and translating chapter one, hoping the result will not be another cringe-fest.
I really hope I can do good on this, or else my time spend is wasted.
Also I'm planning to upload my characters' data to Charahub. I think that is pretty good.
Thank you very much for you who actually read this or not LOL. I need to vent on how fed up I am.